If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that’s okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you’ll always be the one
to take my breath away…

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you’ll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there…

if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you’ll always be the one
to take my breath away…

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you’ll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there…

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you’ll always be the one
to take my breath away…

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you’ll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..for me.

i simply love this song. it’s really touching.

i must say jc life is both hectic and definitely unpredictable. nothing negative or critical though.

i am blessed by a bunch of wonderful, kind and amazing friends! i can honestly say that even though i am nothing great among these people, but at least i am me.

i miss my secondary school friends, BIG TIME! but i know you guys are equally busy, so it’s tough to make arrangements to meet up and all. but do remember that i still think of you guys and miss you all loads. I’ll be there so never feel that you’re alone yeah? =)

i haven’t blogged for ages. but it just means one thing, there are sooo sooo sooo many things happening in my life such that i don’t have enough breathing power to pour it out all at once.

x)

i don’t know what people think of me and whether if they even thought about me, but i just wanna thank God for giving me a heart. To feel.

And  i certainly don’t think i would be able to feel touched and cry out in the middle of the night, missing my dear ones without a heart to feel and feel more. What privilege to be able to feel something, than nothing at all.

I had a minor conflict or shall i say, misundertanding with one of my closest friend in school recently. Perhaps, i was just sensitive as usual, or perhaps, it was just a sudden pain to see how distant and cold our friendship had become. I didn’t say anything. But i know she knows that something was wrong. I guess it was my quietness that gave myself away. But what can i do? you know, sometimes you just face problems that are obviously surfacing but you just can’t seem to resolve or stop it from happening. Now that things are naturally taking its course, i feel like a huge rock is lifted right out of me. Making me feel so light, so light. yay =)

Friends, thank you for your love. let our love stay strong on fire!

i don’t want to please you, i just want to love you.

just got back from a West Zone LINE camp that JJ hosted for all sec and pri schools in the west. I signed up as a facilitator so besides being busy executing plans, my main purpose was to be good caretakers of my group! And to my greatest joy, my family got primary school kids! ranging from P4 to P6. Adorable is the word.

Leadership, Innovation and(N) Enterprice, National Education forms that word LINE!

I praise God i’m still alive up till today. Being able to serve His people is simply my honour. Hope there’ll be more of such opportunities coming soon =) but of course, i musn’t neglect my studies >.< jc life is tough. But it’s the long suffering that makes us stronger isn’t it?

hope i’ll be able to catch up on my work! more than half of my march hols are taken up by the camp. And a couple of days spent with old friends and family. Goodness, i seriously need a time-out for myself and my endless homework.

Now, for some pictures!

FAMILY ONE wall design (banner)!

yay! LG2!!!!!!!!!!!! love you all loads<3

as you can see, i haven’t blogged for ages. two reasons.

1) busy busy. no time.

2) even if i have the time, too lazy.

XD

schoooooooooooool’s been really really GREAT! i love JJ!!!! their orientation camp seriously rock! =) be prepared to be blown away by our JJ spirit! RAH!!!

surprisingly, i like econs. it’s quite interesting actually.

lots and lots of homework to be done and many notes to read! this is a life of a student but i want to lead a joyful one =)

jiayou fellow friends! love you all <3

today i went to ocean butterfly music forest with esther to check out the voacl lessons. The course they had was pretty attractive and so was the cost… O.O i need sponsorship

i had an encounter with a little boyboy today that truly lifted my spirits. hahaha i was at the busstop and here was this little boy with his mama sittin beside me. And while i was readin my book, he started singing CHINESE NEW YEAR SONGS (?!?) ..ok fine..i understand that CNY is coming up but, this small BOY singing CNY songs LOUDLY was unbearably CUTE AHHH

i predict he’s gonna be a superstar when he grows up! honestly! he’s only about 4 years old ?!? goodness me. and guess what, after those CNY songs, he sang RU YAN, the theme song from little nyonya!! *claps* he is sure good and it sounds great too. (he reached the high notes!) wahahaaaaa

and another encounter with another little boyboy was in the evening when i went to dabao dinner. i don’t know what was goin on but he seems really really excited about something and kept jumping and hoppin around. and the most unfortunate thing happened, he fell. and rolled down a little. (on a slope you see..) i stretched my hand to help him up but his mother came helping him up, a second faster than me. haha and for a moment, there was silence and SUDDENLY, he CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED, LOUDLY. pretty scary but i hope he’s alright now.

haha my encounter with a boy who sings loudly and a boy who cries loudly!

the new generation awakes. no more girls singing, but boys. no more girls crying, but boys.

i feel different after 12th jan.

i didn’t get the i-should-have-worked-harder kind of feeling but instead, i’m happy yet a little heartbroken. yea i know it sounds crazy.

i was utterly amazed by my improvement. being called on stage to receive special mention by the school was great. i rmbed the time when i witnessed the previous batch of sec fours receive their results,  names were being flashed on screen and students were called on stage, i promised i would do my best.

i did                    yay! Praise the Lord!

but getting the result slip thereafter hurt alot. not because i was overwhelmed by the joy earlier, but because i didn’t do as well as i expected.

disappointed? Truly, surely and most sincerely.

maybe i expected too high. yea it should be that case. what can a 200+ poor psle scorer expect to get. the school targetted a 18 point mark for me and of course, scoring better than that perked me. but….

but..lots of buts i know. i don’t know what to say.

all is well. i’m ready for my new jc life! who cares whether i go to a good jc or not. afterall, God knows what’s best for me and since i’ve made my choice, i will cherish it.

To someone:

i know you’re good to me, friend. but i’d love a real you. are you really one who comes and goes? i can’t find you when i need your shoulders.

once in awhile, i seriously need to let go what i’ve been bottling inside. cause it pains. and it’s scientifically provened as unhealthy boo.

i feel different after 12th jan, i repeat.

because i realised that i may not be the smartest, the coolest, the prettiest, the funniest, the nicest, the richest whatsoever, i’m jolynkhoobeiwen and there’s only ONE of me in this world. so i’ll continue my life journey, holding your hand, giving you a peace out, sharing a hug and neverending greetings of “how are you”. so one day, if you hear my name, i hope you’ll say, “hey that’s my friend!”

so no matter what the results may be, i’m prepared for it and i will fight on.

fel said that Pst once said that to replace the lack of talent one has, hard work must be produced. and thinking of it, since i can’t find a reasonable talent that i have, i shall work harder.

and most of the time, 99% is really your effort. 1%, your talent.

if i am wrong, tell me.

i love my friends. 

have Your way in me Lord.

the open house itself speaks alot about the school’s effort in organizing such a big scale event!

besides the freebies and more freebies, the courses introduced by the friendly poly students were quite amazing too. there were games and hands-on activites that we could take part in.. =)

so polies that i went were np, nyp and sp. didn’t go tp and rp cause they were far from home. heh.

went to ajc’s open house too! i love that schoooooool.

O LEVEL RESULTS OUT ON 12 JANUARY, 2pm.

SCHOOL HALL, SCHOOL UNI, SCHOOL RULES.

you dont have to know that but yeah. FYI.